Monday, January 28, 2008,
"Straitjacket Feeling"
Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
10:49 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008,
well, long time since i posted here... was really busy with the past few weeks...
finally I've settled into my new house here.. been almost a week since i moved in, at the start, I couldn't get used to it because im too used to my old place, I still miss my old house!
for the first few days, there wasn't any internet connection, no tv etc. I can really die by boredom. Special thanks to those who kept my company during that period! thanks! =)
went to play mahjong at vic's hse on fri with ben, desmond1(another des), kel , and ben. we got a total of 5 people, so we rotate. I was the biggest loser after a grueling 12 hours of mahjong.. lost a total of $13.. still okie i guess. its the fun and enjoyment which matters most.
well, school is ending in a week's time, I will really miss school life and everybody who has been through my life. will post again soon... cheers everyone...
10:13 PM
Wednesday, January 02, 2008,
how's everybody's christmas and new year celebrations? i hope they are really enjoyable.
went to a friend's house for new year celebration.. it was something new and fun compared to the other celebrations i've had. there were gift exchanges, and movie watching, so yea... and lastly, want to thank the girls for the dinner treat..
well, had chat with a friend, a friend whom i knew for 3 years already? yea.. she told me quite alot of things and one of it really struck me. I realised that I am somebody who prefers to keep things to myself when I have any troubles or when im feeling down (i sometimes do relate those matters to a couple of friends but yea, it wasn't easy for me to start sharing).
I was told that when i seemed to be troubled or feeling down, she has no idea how to go about asking what happened etc, it was difficult to understand me..
Thanks for pointing this out. I know you all care... =)
1:35 PM
Canopy
21 yr old
Singaporean
Serving my NS
Friends
Hida
Lazy
Adeline
Victor
Daryl
Kelvin
Clive
Kai Lin
Justin
Doreen
TingTing
Jolene
Jolene
JunTing